I had a fun past few days with my friends. I am over the highschool drama shit. I deceided that all I needed to do was grow up. I'm working on that I mean I know I can't exactly grow up all in one day but I'm working on it.

Plans for tonight, finally do something with my Derek. I miss him. We barely see each other and when we do we sit at his house or mine and watch a movie or tv or something. I usually end up falling asleep. I'm not saying its his fault because I haven't really had money to do anything but, I do miss doing things with him. So tonight we're going out to eat at either the texas road house, smokey bones or maybe even the olive garden. Then who knows what. Hopefully something fun! I'm such a dork but I am so excited. I'm going to do my hair and make up and look all pretty for him. I can't wait.

then || now

3:41 p.m. || 03.21.03