I'm so tired, so worn out and I feel nothing I do is right. I fucked up my priorities. and I am an ass. The week is to short and I did fuck up my priorities. I need more time because lately I haven't even had time to sleep. I need more time because right now all my grades are the lowest I've had since maybe freshman year when I was a fuck up and didn't care about my grades. If my dad see's these grades I'm fucked. I need more time because lately it seems that people are pissed at me because I don't have time, or I don't make time. I also need more time because I have no money, it seems that whenever I get my check it is gone within a few days. I only work 3 days a week I need to work more but I don't have time. I need more time because I suck at this spacing out my time right. and if it seems that I am happy this way then believe what seems. But if it doesnt seem this way then believe that I am stressed beyond belief. But then again you don't have to believe that one either. I have no time to even rest my eyes for a few minutes. I really shouldn't even be going out tonight. I have to much to do.

Just remember things aren't always the way they seem.

then || now

1:33 p.m. || 03.14.03