Derek called and after not talking to him since Monday it felt good to hear his voice again. He sounds good and like he’s having a lot of fun. I guess in a way it’s good that I am grounded now. I mean if he was here and I was grounded it would be killing me, not being able to see him. This way I can’t see him anyway. And when I am un grounded He’ll be back and it’ll be good again.

Last night I actually talked my mom into letting me go to the basketball game then to eat. Ha what a tool she did exactly what I said she would do and she couldn’t have done it better. I had a lot of fun hanging out with the people at the game, I got to chill with my cousin Becca and I’m so glad we are getting close. It’s good to have a friend like her. We also went to eat at pub 99 and had a great time there too. It was weird though I never thought I would have so much fun hanging out with those people. But it was fun and I would do it again, whether or not that’ll happen who knows…

then || now

5:20 p.m. || Saturday, Jan. 25, 2003