I went to some endlessly boring lecture at brown University, I had to though. My history teacher is giving anyone who went 20 extra points. I need those 20 points. I haven’t handed anything in yet this quarter. I guess I probably should start doing something seeing that this quarter is ½ way over. I’m not usually like this I guess senioritis is really started to kick in, that is if it really exists. So the lecture was about Martin Luther King Jr. from this guy Randal Kennedy. Maybe if I had read some of his books already it might have been a tad more interesting. But it wasn’t so I fell asleep. And I woke up with my wonderful headache.

Work is pissed at me I didn’t show up. Well actually the kid who said he would cover for me didn’t show up. Yeah I don’t care I hate my job anyway. I mean most of the people there are okay. Some of them I really can’t stand at all. I’m thinking about looking for another job but anywhere I go won’t pay me as much as I make here. So looks like I have some thinking to do.

I don’t feel good tonight at all, maybe it has something to do with the massive amount of junk food Becca and I bought for the ride to Brown. Probably wasn’t the best of all ideas I had. But then again it could be more because I have a huge headache and I wish it would go away.

I was just watching my little nephew and he is such an angel. I mean He looks up at me and smiles. He has not a care in the world and is so peaceful. I never really knew that you could love someone so much, but I look at him all curled up in the blanket sleeping near me and I can’t help but smile and stare at this beautiful baby boy.

then || now

7:59 p.m. || 03.03.03