I am almost 100% posative I got into my number one choice for college. I checked my status on the website and it says "Application Reviewed/Accepted" Now my parents told me not to get my hopes up to high and to wait for the letter of acceptance to come in but I can't help but get excited. Why would the website say it if it wasn't true right? I am extatic. I was getting a little bit worried when the website said "into to day deffered" that made me a little bit nervous, seeing that I wasn't sure what it meant by it.

This is such a relief off my shoulders. I mean with everything going on at home, being grounded, the whole trust thing with my parents. This is the answer to it all. A school two hours away, not to far but far enough to live my own life. To grow up for myself rather then being sheltered from the real world.

My parents already mentioned having to "talk" about being there and their trust with me and how I am going to handle situations. I'm not especially looking forward to that conversastion but hey Its just some time that i'll sit on my couch and say nothing, pretend I am listening, probably make some false promises and say what they want to hear. Think some thoughts of my own but obvioulsy keep them to myself for fear of more lecturing. Same old routine nothing new yadda yadda blah blah blah.

then || now

6:17 p.m. || 02.22.03