It's weird how you can look at someone and not think of them as a very good friend until a certian thing is said or a certain thing happens. I mean I say I have all these trust issues. When I really do, but then there are these people that I almost trust with my life, people that I just met or barely know and I am wiling to bear my soul to them. Maybe it's because of the fact that I don't know them well. And perhaps the fact that I am so wiling to think that all people are not bad. That I want so badly to be able to trust someone that I look to the first new person I meet hoping I can trust them


actually I noticed I have a lot of good friends. I mean I never really took them into consideration, but some of these people have never screwed me over and I'm thankful for that. They have kept my deepest darkest secrets that they know a secret and I am grateful for that. I guess there are a few people in the world that I can trust and that makes me smile

then || now

12:21 a.m. || 02.28.03