Derek called today we finally got to talk for a little bit longer then usual. He bought me things, I tried to get him to tell me but I was successful. But! He did tell me something about a turtle. I love turtles.

Day two of my lovely diet. Well if that’s what you want to call it. It’s basically an ‘I want to look good for the summer and for my trip to Puerto Rico and give my self an esteem boost’ diet. I’m doing pretty well but honestly I can’t resist Girl Scout caramel cookies. But who can?

I don’t really have anything to write about. There are a few things that I don’t even trust to write about. Ha isn’t it sad when u can’t trust your own diary. But that’s how it is. Also the fact that anyone can read this makes me kind of freaked out so I don’t write exactly how I feel etc.

there are some things that people will never know about me, things that I am not ready to let the world know about me. And I am okay with that. I don’t need to talk about my problems I don’t need the world to know all my business. Actually I like it this way.

then || now

9:14 p.m. || 02.02.03