Well I'll probably be changing my layout either some time today or soon.

Last night sucked. At first now I am over it though. I probably never should have gotten mad in the first place, but yea I sort of did. I worked till 9:30 then I expected to hang out with my boyfriend and friends. But nope I call my boyfriend he says "yeah we're prolly not chillen tonight"

I guess the reason I got all pissy was that i get to see him friday night saturday while I am not at work and for a few hours on sunday. Then he is off to school and during that week I barely even get tot alk to him. I'm lucky if we have more then a 2 minute convo. and really lucky if our convo lasts then 15 minutes. and I guess finding out after 9:30 on a saturday night that you no linger have plans for the night. isn't exactly the best thing that could happen.

I don't want to be the girl friend that keeps him fom his friends. I want him to chill with friends but I don't want to be left out either. I don't want to be forgotten and left at home on a saturday night at the last minute. I just wish he would plan it out a little more.

I never get to shill with my friends on weekend wither anymore. It could have been a chance for me and michelle to hang out, or me and erin or katie or anyone.

I ended up visiting Erin at Filene's (shes a makeup consultant at the clinique counter)and they were open till 12. I needed to get out of my house. I couldnt be there everything was annnoying me. I got home a little past 11, and I was about to go to bed when froggy called, he came over till about 1. So my night wasnt as bad as it though it was going to be. and Derek ended up calling on his way home (around 2:30 i think) we talked, i don't remember much i was 1/2 asleep) But I know it was good.

then || now

10:33 a.m. || Sunday, Nov. 24, 2002