I'm really not sure what to write. I mean its weird when I think about it. This is an online journal. everyone and their mother can get a hold of it. I really don't mind that people read my thoughts or I wouldn't write them in here. I don't write my deepest darkest secrets. that's what my other journal is for, its password protected. but I just think its really odd sometimes when people talk to me about what i wrote. some people it's okay to hear it from. others, people I never expect to read into me, sometimes freak me out. not in a bad way either. I'm doing a really bad job at explaining this. I just wish I had something more to write about right now. I had the urge to write an entry but I sit here staring at the screen and nothing comes to mind.

then || now

11:59 a.m. || 05.12.03