Ever really watch people? I mean really watch them. Is it freakishly weird that I find myself constantly watching people. Listening to poeple and sometimes it makes me laugh. I sit there listening to certain people lie about certain instances. Well not exactly lie, more like, elaborate the truth. I mean I was there, it wasn't the way she explained it not even close, but I sat there seperated myself from the conversastion allowed herself to increase her "coolness" and laughed. I've noticed a lot of people do that, and I can admit I've probably done it myself. and I think about that, re-read it and laugh.


I'm not really sure how to explain what I see while I am watching people. It is kind of humorous and on a whole other note it is confusing. What makes people do what they do? I mean I can't really explain it and I'm getting frusterated. Sometimes when i watch people I make up stories behind them. In a way I guess you can sort of tell a lot about a person without actually knowing them. I mean just by what they wear how they walk and talk.


On a totally different subject, I hate when people try to lecture me about winterball night. I know I fucked up. I know all that shit. I hate when people bring it up over and over, when they yell at me for it, call me stupid for it, etc. Fuck off already, I'm not going to go to anymore school events drunk and I can garentee that. So people can think and say what they want to but I know what I'm not doing again.

then || now

6:18 p.m. || 02.26.03