I’m sitting here in the computer lab and there isn’t much more left for me to do. Today is the last real day of school and today is my shittiest day on the schedule. I have no free period and my lunch only had two other seniors that I actually sit with and talk to. Tomorrow we only have two classes and first period is free period, I’m going to get some breakfast with Becca and maybe a few other people since it is my birthday. Then second period I have theatre my last class I get to have with my Jenna. It just really weird knowing that today is the last day that I am going to be sitting in this computer lab, eating shitty lunch, sitting at the table I have sat at since sophomore year, I mean don’t get my wrong I hate this place I can’t wait to leave. But reality is no matter how many times people say “we’ll hang out this summer”, “I’m going to call you!” its not going to happen. Maybe for the first few weeks and maybe with certain people but I know certain people it isn’t going to happen. I say it back too. I think the reason I say it back is because I want to believe it. Even though it is something I find very hard to believe. Well this is the last real day of school. What I have known for four years is done now. Except for a few last senior related things this is it. And you know what, life goes on I know this. For some of these people this is my last time seeing them. Its almost over… farewell

then || now

12:05 p.m. || 05.13.03