suspended. weird. I never thought that I would come home with a letter that said I was suspended. I got one day suspension and to days of ISS (in school suspension) plus I am on senior privilage probation. Meaning that in order to go to prom and the graduation ceremony, things like that, I have to be perfect for the rest of the year. They don;t think it will be a problem. I don't think so either.

It's just really weird saying that I am suspended I mean I dunno how to explain it but it is. and this is going to get sent to my schools and I dunno whatever I fucked up its my fault.

Monday is me and Derek's two year anniversary. Im not sad that he's not here I mean it'd just anohter day right? Just anohter number added to the list. when he comes back we'll have been together longer more to clebrate about anyway.

then || now

4:33 p.m. || Friday, Jan. 24, 2003