It's pretty awesome when you can sit outside in the freezing cold and just talk to someone about nothing. Then get some burger king and watch some T.V. with the same person and still really talk about nothing, but still talk about a whole lot at the same time. It's awesome when you know that you have someone to turn to when things get shitty, even to turn to when nothing is shitty at all when things are great, to have someone to share it with. It is awesome to have someone to listen to. Someone that comes to you and seeks out your opinions and your thoughts.

Went to Dereks lacrosse game today. I love lacrosse it is such an awesome sport. I wish I could play. But I think I am far to tiny and would get my ass kicked by the guys that are 200lbs heavier then I am. Beside the fact that I can't catch, I also have no coordination skills at all. Tomorrow is the first connolly lacrosse game. i can't wait. I know they are going to get the shit kicked out of them but hey it's lacrosse. at least I might get to see some skill out of the other team so its all good.

Wow writting when there is nothing depressing to write about is like pulling teeth. I really don't like expresions like that. I remember reading a book about cancer and the girl mentioned how after she had gotten diagnosed she thought about little sayings like "I'm so hungry I could die" and how those phrases really mean nothing. Most people are not so hungry they could die. Yeah I think I'm going to bed I'm not making much sense.

then || now

10:09 p.m. || 04.03.03