Trust...

Big thing, I dont trust many. I mean theres a few poeple I trust a few good friends. But even the ones I trust I don't tell everything to. I mean each may know something secretive about me but none know all. Some don't know all because they wouldn't be able to handle it, I also wouldn't be able to handle telling them some of the things. I guess I would feel their disapointment toward me and I try to avoid that feeling. Other reasons may be because I just dont trust that person with he certain secret. I dont know trust is a big issue I hold a lot back and I know its not good.

Honestly sometimes I can't risk telling a secret for fear of losing a friendship or something worse...

then || now

5:48 p.m. || Monday, Jan. 06, 2003