It's kind of amazing how you can love someone who is so little. Someone who doesnt do anything and has no care in the world about anything. Here is my nephew Brendan and I look into his face and know that this little boy will love me as much as I love him and he will come to me someday when he needs help because I know that I will not judge him I will be the Aunt that he can turn to always.

It really is weird how pure he is. Not a care in the world unless he is hungry or taking a shit. Not a problem to worry about, no responsibilities, nothing. I kind of feel bad for him. Soon he's going to have things to deal with and choices to make. I wish I could be a kid again. Sleep and eat all day long being loved and not judged by people. I wish life was that simple all the time.

then || now

5:58 p.m. || Wednesday, Jan. 22, 2003